Sunday, February 20, 2011

let's get up-to-date on the low down

Oh, February. Can it be that you're soon to pass us by so quickly? I feel I just got to know you.

February was a very trying month for me. It's so very easy, in the good moments, to feel like life is, and always will be, amazing. That every moment is great and easy, but what's even easier to forget is that the hard times are always lurking right around the corner to sneak up and startled you when you're least expecting it. February was a sneak-up-and-spook-you month. Only less scary and more...exhausting.

School has been beating me down lately, and I'm working more than ever. It's hard sometimes to live in this adult world, and I often find myself wishing for a one-way no return-trip ticket back to that beautiful wonder-filled childhood fantasy we all got to stay in for 17ish years. Oh, don't I sound old? As if school and work, which I usually can take the pressure of but this month just got the better of me, wasn't enough I got severely sick just a handful of days ago. Now that...that was not fun. It was, excuse my french, hell. I'm still sick but I'm definitely on the trek back to a full recovery. I just need to get rid of this darn cough.

Now, we arrive at boy issues. Don't you just love those? Well, I don't. As I've said before this train stop is a new one to me. I get out, look around, and suddenly have that great fear that I don't know where the heck I am. I'm still in a new place right now, but I'm getting comfortable enough to look around, see the sights, possibly strike up a conversation with a local. I'm getting to know this guy, who so far seems to be very sweet and kind. We're going out on a date tomorrow, I'm not sure what we're doing yet but I hope it's not a movie. My first movie date with a boy went horrible wrong. I'm probably scarred for life at the amount of drama his friend created and pure shock of watching No Strings Attached (which if you didn't know, is a sexual movie, dear God...) with someone I barely know. Not only that but a date should be time to get to know someone and sitting in a dark movie theater only transpires two possible things. The first thing is watching the freaking movie, and the second is....not watching the movie. We all know what I mean. Something I don't want to do on a first date, ladies!


I like to keep it random and switch from topic to topic, ha. The weather up here has been good lately. We got some 50 degrees action for a couple days in a row! But now we're back to the biting chill and wind of winter. Oh, spare me! I want spring to come. Walking through the college campus with the wonderful breeze blowing through my hair, I could practically smell spring in the air. It was great. I have so many things I plan on doing this spring/summer that probably won't get done but! I have plans and having plans is good. They motivate you to at least think about attempting to get them done. I can't wait for the day I can go back out into my garage, crank up the tunes, and have a dance party like I used to last summer. I did that frequently and there is nothing better and more freeing than having your own "stage" to dance on.

Geez, my mind is a random place. Ciao!
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